My Test, my feeling, my life

My test is coming, May 25 2009.



I know that I'm not a serious student because that every day I can't catch the normal progress.

However, I keep practing, though usually I only finish 40%~70%.

At least, I don't stop practing.



Actually, in my deep mind I really afraid the coming test.

Not because of tighted schedule, not because of difficult content - the true reason is that : I regards test as self vertification. If I get terrible score, means that I'm stupid.



But...who said so?

I just afraid, withought meaning.

It's very rediculous; however, it's also vivid.