The happiness of reading

I used to enjoy reading a long time ago.
When I was 7, I spend much time you couldn't image in reading.
I almost "finished" all books in shelves of home, including collections of Mom, adult novels too difficult to understand for me - you can easily know that how crazy I was at that time.
However, I find one fact that I rarely read in the previous months.
I failed to recall the happniess of reading anymore - mostly result from TEST of GMAT.
During the RC test of verbal section, I failed and feared and thought reading was so difficult and depressing.
I lost my confidence then.

I try to recall my love of reading recently.
GMAT is just a test, though it's very diffucult but still can't scare me out.